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okay so there is background noise okay
 

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okay so there is background noise okay
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we can
 

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start when this war started it just felt
 

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start when this war started it just felt
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like just another war that I've covered
 

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like just another war that I've covered
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before in the Gaza Strip as the days
 

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before in the Gaza Strip as the days
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went by the casualties of this war they
 

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went by the casualties of this war they
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were very fast every single place in
 

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were very fast every single place in
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Gaza was a
 

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Gaza was a
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Target it was just complete
 

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Target it was just complete
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chaos I'm y elg your English
 

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chaos I'm y elg your English
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correspondent and between
 

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correspondent and between
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us the trauma this war has inflicted
 

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us the trauma this war has inflicted
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Gaza it was a constant struggle for me
 

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Gaza it was a constant struggle for me
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to be able to balance both roles as a
 

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to be able to balance both roles as a
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mother and as a journalist I need to be
 

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mother and as a journalist I need to be
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in the field reporting and at the same
 

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in the field reporting and at the same
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time knowing for sure that my family is
 

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time knowing for sure that my family is
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dangers one day I got a call from my
 

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dangers one day I got a call from my
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husband he told me that the area where
 

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husband he told me that the area where
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they are has been under very heavy
 

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they are has been under very heavy
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bombardment I was already reporting
 

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bombardment I was already reporting
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about the bombardment being very close
 

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about the bombardment being very close
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to the area of where I live and I would
 

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to the area of where I live and I would
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call him between lives are you guys okay
 

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call him between lives are you guys okay
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are you guys all right I knew that my
 

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are you guys all right I knew that my
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kids were terrified and they needed me
 

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kids were terrified and they needed me
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their mother to be there especially my
 

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their mother to be there especially my
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youngest one I was not able to go home I
 

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youngest one I was not able to go home I
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was trapped out of that area and they
 

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was trapped out of that area and they
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were trapped inside that area under
 

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were trapped inside that area under
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heavy bombardment I spent that night in
 

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heavy bombardment I spent that night in
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the bureau because I was not able to go
 

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the bureau because I was not able to go
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home it was the worst time of my
 

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home it was the worst time of my
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life we got the call to evacuate quickly
 

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life we got the call to evacuate quickly
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the first time my family got the order
 

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the first time my family got the order
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of evacuation with many other people
 

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of evacuation with many other people
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from the north and G the city to the
 

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from the north and G the city to the
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South it was very terrifying we just
 

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South it was very terrifying we just
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brought whatever we could take with us
 

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brought whatever we could take with us
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for the kids I didn't know what to take
 

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for the kids I didn't know what to take
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I didn't know how long we're going to be
 

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I didn't know how long we're going to be
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in the South this is how the streets
 

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in the South this is how the streets
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now when we went to hunis the water
 

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now when we went to hunis the water
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supply was starting to finish from the
 

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supply was starting to finish from the
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entire strip so we took the decision to
 

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entire strip so we took the decision to
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go back to Gaza City and I felt that it
 

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go back to Gaza City and I felt that it
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was like one of the most difficult
 

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was like one of the most difficult
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moments of my life where I felt that if
 

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moments of my life where I felt that if
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I go back I'm risking the lives of my
 

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I go back I'm risking the lives of my
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kids and if I stay I'm also risking
 

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kids and if I stay I'm also risking
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their lives because I can't find them
 

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their lives because I can't find them
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water to drink we went to Gaza City for
 

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water to drink we went to Gaza City for
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a while and very quickly we found that
 

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a while and very quickly we found that
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the Israeli forces started a land
 

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the Israeli forces started a land
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Invasion towards Gaza City and the
 

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Invasion towards Gaza City and the
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north nothing saes at all I left with my
 

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north nothing saes at all I left with my
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family our apartment in Gaza City to a
 

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family our apartment in Gaza City to a
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friend's home where other families were
 

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friend's home where other families were
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also Sheltering in as the War developed
 

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also Sheltering in as the War developed
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we had to to be displaced again we moved
 

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we had to to be displaced again we moved
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South to kanun we moved to Rafa and we
 

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South to kanun we moved to Rafa and we
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stayed there as the last spot in the
 

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stayed there as the last spot in the
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Gaza Strip being labeled as a journalist
 

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Gaza Strip being labeled as a journalist
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that is supposed to protect you under
 

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that is supposed to protect you under
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international law against being targeted
 

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international law against being targeted
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the impact and the trauma of losing
 

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the impact and the trauma of losing
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colleagues seeing them fall one after
 

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colleagues seeing them fall one after
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another some of them very dear friends
 

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another some of them very dear friends
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all that has great impacts on us at the
 

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all that has great impacts on us at the
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beings on the day 71 of this War I was
 

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beings on the day 71 of this War I was
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finally able to leave the Gaza Strip for
 

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finally able to leave the Gaza Strip for
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me it was like the worst decision that I
 

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me it was like the worst decision that I
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had to make I felt like I'm choosing
 

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had to make I felt like I'm choosing
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between abandoning Gaza and saving the
 

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between abandoning Gaza and saving the
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lives of my children and my
 

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lives of my children and my
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family we have surpassed
 

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family we have surpassed
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20,000 people killed in Gaza hundreds of
 

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20,000 people killed in Gaza hundreds of
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thousands displaced living in
 

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thousands displaced living in
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catastrophic living conditions in this
 

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catastrophic living conditions in this
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winter systematic starvation of over 2
 

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winter systematic starvation of over 2
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and on top of all that constant ongoing
 

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and on top of all that constant ongoing
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bombardment the risk of our lives every
 

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bombardment the risk of our lives every
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single day was
 

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single day was
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ongoing we would sleep the night hoping
 

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ongoing we would sleep the night hoping
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that we would wake up alive and we would
 

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that we would wake up alive and we would
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finish the day hoping that we're going
 

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finish the day hoping that we're going
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to make it through the night with very
 

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to make it through the night with very
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very little
 

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very little
hope